All I Need

Hold me close and tell me all the things I need to hear the most,

pull me near and wisper "I love you" in my ear,

lets do all the things we did before because thats all i can thing of anymore.

Take my hand and show me the way,

show me there is something to live for every day,

kiss me and tell me you miss me, hug me and tell me you love me,

and hold my because I feel cold.

Shine a light into the dark to show me were I should start,

from the begining or from the end either is fine with you by my side,

because thats were my hear resides.

Safely tucked under the covers held close by my lover,

the pain from the past seems to be gone at last,

from now until the end we are together, and this time its forever.

~* Lady Blackthorne

Sufficating

I feel like I am sufficating, but I can see my body breathing. When I inhale it feels as though it gets cought in my throught, this wirl wind of pain is like a twisted dream. My head is pounding, my mind is racing, I want to breath, god knows I do, but I cant. the breath hits my throught and will go no farther. my lungs are empty and leave in me gasping for air, Air that cant quentch this suffication. no matter how hard I try to inhale I can still feel my body getting weaker, I can feel my heart in my throught and I can feel the burning in my chest. when will this suffication end?

~*Lady Blckthorne

from this to that

From love to hate, from forever to never, and from flames to ashes.

Our minds raced with loving thoughts, Our hearts was filled with desire, and Our bodys craved eachothers touch.

But time has changed our thoughts and our desires, changed us from the people we were to the people we are. some change for the better and some change for the worse.

you changed for the worse

you were loving and kind, but now all you can do is torture and torment.

all of my happy thoughts have turned to one thought in the back of my mind.

from i love you and i need you to the one finaly thought i have about you.......

"your mother should have swallowed you"

~* Lady Blackthorne

The Soul of a Child

Locked away in the shallow depths of her soul lurks a torment that burdens her mind. Her icy heart burns as these memories dance tauntingly within her; tear trail down her cheeks, peeling away the mask she applied earlier that day revealing the truth that lies within. This hardcore woman is turned to a sobing pile of mush when her mind takes her back to that day. Back to the day when she gave up her first chance at motherhood, and now she falls to peices before the soul of her unborn child.

~* Lady Blackthorne

The Tower

In a tower that only two can find, behind many doors, through many walls, and garded by many enchantments is a room. In this room is a fire that blazes stronger than anyother. This fire is a symbole of a powerful love. Deep in the shadows of this garded room lurks a woman, broken and empty, full of rage, this hateful woman stars into the flame, tears fill her eyes as memories dance in her mind. Her heart is aching her, heart is breaking, then in one breath its all over. Inhailing the memories and exhailing the pain and this blazing fire will never burn again. leaving without thinking twice, she leaves a note on the door "I'm sorry I just couldnt take the pain anymore" and she is gone forever. will the intended ever get his note? He would have to go back to his tower first.

~* Lady Blackthorne

In Heart and Mind

In a heart a new world has been created, among the scars and open wounds there is a new place. There is no pain for there are no emotions, no answers for there are no questions, and no words for there are no voices. In a mind there lay another place, screaming voices, endless memories, and uncontrolable pain. Demons lurk in the shadows and angels lie dead chained in their cages, these places are full of hate and pain. This heart and this mind belong to the same tormented freak, and that tormented freak is me.

~* Lady Blackthorne

you

You promised
to love me no matter what,
to take care of me, and to be true.

You told me
we were ment to be, you needed
me, and loved me.

You promised
that you would wait for me, that you
would be there if i needed you, and
you could never give up on us.

You told me
I ment to much for you to lose, that i was
special to you, and that i made you complete.

You lied
Sex ment more to you than i did,
i am to much for you to handle, and all women
are just to temptin for you to resist.

You betrayed me
staying with me was never your intention,
you used me and never cared.

You lied
time and distance changed your mind, you abandoned
me when i asked for your help, and you gave up
on the first day.

You betrayed me
i was only needed when you were horny, i only ment
something when i was in your bed, and you only need
me when you wanted me.

I AM
done caring for you, waisting my time
loving you,and done caring about your pain.

~* Lady Blackthorne